OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, so chris showed up today! he totally told me that he was going to come home sunday! but he definately lied to me so he could surprise me today! he brought me a dozen ROSES! and he showed up at my house when i was still in my PJ's! i was so mad at him at first... ha! i still am! but that's ok, because i am SO GLAD he came to see me today!

we went to Milford Memories and walked around all day, then we went to fassion bug... he bought me 2 shirts and a bracelet (and Rachel a hair tie that's so her!) and then we went and visited Rachel at Big Boy (where she is now hostesing) :) it was SO FUN! i can not stop thinking about him now!

yeah, i was definately going to spend today reading... i'm still on chapter 20 of the goblet of fire! but... eh... it can wate!!!

Chris is going to come to church with me tomarrow... he would have stayed here at like Gibsons or something (i would have made him) but he had a best friend crisis at home that he needed to take care of... he hasn't been home yet! and he had something he needed to take care of with Shawn... i understand... and, if he hadn't been gone for 2 weeks he would left on the spot and gone to see shawn... but... yeah. i told him that if he needed to i would completely understand, but he was sure that things could hold off for a few more hours...

yeah, anyways...

oh, how good that kiss felt! it was amazing! the first time in more than 14 days! HECK YES! i was floating on the clouds! lol...

ok... i'm going to read some more of my book... if i can concintrate on anything!... and then go to sleep... gatta get up at 7 and take a shower... (he didn't see me at my best at all today! lol)

good night world! i'll see you again tomarrow!

(: Me :)

P.S. Rachel and I are going to Charlotte monday! Shawn will get to meet Rachel, and hopefully she will cheer him up... *sigh* i hope he's ok...